Ride was a little bit better today. His neck just doesn't want to go down. I think not having all of the heat to loosen him up is what's really making it worse. He's always so amazing on hot days. I hope the next show is really hot again! I guess I'll keep trying.

On a side note... No matter if I'm crying thinking about missing him, having an amazing ride and realizing I'm in love, or having to let go of the horse I know I want to be with forever, cause he's just that one for me, I'm sad. I'm sad, and know I'm going to miss him like crazy and probably have a really hard month coming up, I have never second guessed myself. No matter how sad I am I know that I made the right choice for me. Which makes the pain worth it. I couldn't have done it any other way. I'd rather have this then have him just taken away like what might have happened if his owner moved him for the winter. And I have a new horsey crush and want to ride her <3